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Thu, Oct. 11th, 2007, 01:42 am

I really hope none of this whatever-this-is has made any of you feel like it's directed at you. Gods, I hope not. I love you. I love you all so much. That's part of what's been slowly eating me up, tearing me to bits emotionally. I'll bet what I've done here has taxed a lot of new freindships and... acquaintenceships? Or is going to.

Yar, this tidal wave of fucked-upedness is capsizin' our acquaintence-ships! Quick! To the Manage Friends page! WE LEFT WITH NO CHOICE, CAP'N!

And that's a stupid thing to be concerned about. Kinda late in the game now to reverse it, huh?

Fri, Oct. 12th, 2007 01:38 am (UTC)
_candide_

Wow.

I feel for ya. Everything you've posted the past few days. Oh, do I.

I've wondered frequently over the past few years whose life I'm living, 'cuz it sure the hell isn't mine. "This is not my Beautiful House." I've been bottling up so much that I'm frozen in place. That's not me. I barely even know what I want anymore.

I feel eroded. I'm wondering when the breaking point will come. You've clearly hit yours. And it sounds like you have every right to vent.

Let nobody tell you otherwise.

(And if they do, send them to me, and I'll have at 'em.)

Fri, Oct. 12th, 2007 07:15 am (UTC)
masstreble

I feel somehow different now. I'm able to talk in exactly the way that I could not before. It doesn't solve a lot of my problems, but there's certainly something to be said for catharsis. I'll testify in court for it.

Also, your commentary on science and politics is just as awesome as it was back when. Sorry I never said that before, but, well, you know.

Fri, Oct. 12th, 2007 11:27 pm (UTC)
_candide_

Also, your commentary on science and politics is just as awesome as it was back when. Sorry I never said that before, but, well, you know.
Eh, it's just my opinion. But I'm glad to hear someone appreciates it. ^_^