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Mon, May. 17th, 2004, 10:12 pm
Feelin' a little better tonight.

Not through the day, but tonight I feel a little better. Still no luck job hunting, but I'm keeping the chase. See, if I can get a job that pays over ten bucks an hour here in the valley by the end of the week, things'll be sweet. Now to actually find one!

Well, at least I'm drawing more now. I find that with a little music on, I can kind of lose focus on my problems, you know? That's been my issue lately with anything: I can't do anything because of... well... worry.

Like I said to dad earlier, that's my biggest character flaw: I'm a worrier. (Being a loudmouth took second. :P) I'm having bad dreams, I've been stressed out, pacing in circles, unable to focus on things, my stomach's starting to bother me... Sigh... Good thing I'm loosening up now.

Speaking of drawing, I've been doing a lot of my usual figure sketches, but this time I fleshed one out. At first, I was like, "No, I shouldn't..." then I gave up and just did it out of boredom and 'wheeee!'. I feel so awful now. XD
It's cheesecake! It's sinful! It's CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE! :)

Mon, May. 17th, 2004 11:23 pm (UTC)
guido_jacobs: Nightmares?

If your having nightmares, you're welcome to stop on by and borrow my dream analysis book. I'm sure it'll help in at least SOME way!

Wed, May. 19th, 2004 12:24 am (UTC)
masstreble: Re: Nightmares?

I can't remember them well enough, though...

Mon, May. 17th, 2004 11:32 pm (UTC)

You are right, man, we are so similar it is kind of scary. I'll pray for you, if you don't think that's insane. :)

Listen to some happy music, like Freezepop, or something... happy music helps, and conversely, weird music (So it isn't really conversely)... like the Pixies, The Smiths, The Unicorns, or Stereolab. I can send you some, if'n you want.

Cheers, mate,

Wed, May. 19th, 2004 12:26 am (UTC)

Oh, pray away; it can't hurt! :)

If it does, then, um, you might want to rethink the exact content of your prayers. :o

Music therapy? Not a bad idea.

Tue, May. 18th, 2004 04:09 pm (UTC)
drekrok: Art..

Dude, i hope you plan on sharing some of that drawin talent with me when i get home. heheh.

Wed, May. 19th, 2004 12:28 am (UTC)
masstreble: Re: Art..

I'll do whatever I can to the best of my abilities! :)